Morning Lord! Here I am, back at the café, and glad to have a few minutes to myself and some time with you. It’s been an absolute rush to get everyone out of the door this morning as everything that could go wrong did go wrong (lost homework, tears, tantrums, dirty clothes, missing socks) but somehow everyone got where they were meant to be on time and relatively in one piece.
I’m glad of an opportunity to spend time with you, Lord, so I can process what I learnt and understood at church yesterday. Of course the sermon was on the second half of Jonah – chapters three and four – and, with Daniel’s help, they were a real revelation to me. There was just so much that I suddenly realised.
For a start the whole story really has its roots in your desire to save us, Lord. The whole reason you wanted Jonah to go to Nineveh was to take a prophetic message to implore that people to turn from their sinful ways and turn to you. I love this about you, Lord. It never ceases to amaze me how much you care for us, not to mention the extraordinary lengths you go to in order to get us to focus on you.
Secondly, as is almost always the case, your chosen method of message delivery was through an ordinary person. No angels, divine signs, miracles or wonders. Just an ordinary, not-very-brave individual whose first thought was not to go charging off and do your bidding, but to high-tail it as far in the opposite direction as he could get. How like Jonah are so many of us! Just as well you remain faithful enough to us to bring us back on track – by whatever fish or fowl method you devise.
Then, in chapter three, Jonah finally gets to Nineveh, was obedient to preach the word you had given him, and low and behold, repentance galore, and the Ninevites are saved. What happens next though is a real surprise. Is Jonah happy? No chance. Instead he’s ‘greatly displeased and angry’ that you wasted his time by making him go all that way for nothing. Quite what he had expected I don’t know, but I love what happens next. Jonah stomps off, makes himself a shelter and waits for the fireworks to start. Then the text says “Then the Lord God provided a vine and made it grow up over Jonah to give shade for his head to ease his discomfort”.
I’m blown away by this picture, Lord, blown away by the idea of you being so compassionate as to give Jonah shelter when he was clearly in the wrong. It is such a beautiful gesture given that it was so much more than Jonah deserved. And, like a revelation, it came to me that I am Jonah. So often I rail and complain when you ask things of me. My first reaction is always to run. Then, by big or small ways, I come to a reluctant obedience, then get angry again when things don’t work out the way I think they should.
How often have you grown a vine over me, Lord, and extended your amazing grace over me so that I might have shelter while I quite literally get over myself? Too often, I’m ashamed to say.
I also love the next bit of the story where you then take away that vine, not content to let Jonah remain in sin but keen to move him on. Of course, true to form he does not take this well either (in fact he said he was angry enough to die!) but you make it clear that we must play by your rules and not by our own impressions or expectations of what is right and wrong.
Lord, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your salvation, for your patience with me as I learn to walk with you, and for the times in my life when you have provided me with a Jonah Tree. Thank you that you love me too much to let me stay as I am but that you are keen to lead me into a greater understanding and knowledge of you and your ways. Thank you for the opportunities I have had to be a Jonah Tree for someone else and to provide them with shelter at their greatest time of need. I humbly recommit myself to you today and pray that you would forgive me for those times when I have run like the wind. Help me to be ever more obedient. I lift all before you in your precious name…Amen